Profile blackmorbidality: not here for games, taking a look

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As Hey I'm Steph and thanks for visiting my profile. I'm here to see if I could make some friends to talk to. I'm kind of the shy quiet type until you get to know me. I can be fun and playful and I'm open to talking about anything. I don't easily get offended but I do have some defensive tenancies because I have been through a few rough past relationships. People mostly say that I'm a great girl to talk to. Nothing real exciting about where I am living right now. I'm back living in a small town I grew up in. I'll tell you more about it if you are interested in learning about old country lifestyle. I don't act like a hick or anything bizarre like that though. lol I'm not hardcore into gore but I grew up seeing animals being slaughtered. lol I have intelligence, mostly from life experiences. I don't read alot because I have problems remembering what I read. But I do still try to read about psychology, human brain development, other stuff that may be useful or interesting.
I enjoy listening to black metal/death metal, but I do tend to listen to some music that isn't as heavy. Some of my fav bands are: Nehemah, Blodsrit, Gehenna, Craft, Bloodbath, Hypocrisy, Ihsahn. I'm not interested in the slightest of emo or punk. But obviously I like the metalhead community. I used to have an Ibanez but I don't anymore but I do miss playing guitar. I used to play drums in highschool. Shows that I've seen live are Cannibal Corpse and Immortal. I know it isn't much, I just didn't get around to seeing more. lol
Likes
Plant and animal life, freshwater and marine life, Death Metal/Black Metal, walking in the woods, my cat lol, dark/gothic artwork, long haired men ;), falling in love, feeling loved, being held, feeling needed and wanted, pure honesty,
Dislikes
People who continuously deny that they may have a mental illness that needs to be treated, all forms of addiction, people who take advantage of others, liars and cheaters, manipulation, control, violence/abuse, exaggerators, arrogance, accusations, name calling,
As for spirituality, I grew up being forced to go to church as a Luthern. I was forced to attend Sunday school and later on Cataclysm class. I did not enjoy it in the slightest. As I've grown older I have become somewhat hateful towards religion and for a while I had become somewhat of an athiest. I like to believe that the only thing worth calling god is within ourselves. Sometimes I have felt that burning down churches would be an appealing idea especially because I've grown up in a town where there is barely anything but churches, farmers and old people. I had been adopted by a country couple when I was a baby. And so I had grown up around farm life. Its kinda embarrassing to admit sometimes, but its also beneficial because we kill and eat our own beef, pigs, chickens and turkeys. We even grow our own vegetables and they really taste much better than what you buy in stores. I learned how to drive from driving tractors in hay season. Some days I would be out in a field for over 6 hours straight. I didn't mind it, it was something to pass the time and to feel useful. I also enjoy driving around on the old threewheeler. I'm surprised that it actually still runs because it had been pretty beaten up over the years. Far as I know, it still doesn't have any working breaks. lol Then in the winter time there are snowmobiles. Those things kinda make me nervous though because they can go really fast and don't turn corners that well. We usually take them out on a lake where we'd go ice fishing. I prefer fishing in the summer time on a boat though. I like to swim when the water isn't cold. I'm a wuss. Sometimes I like to target practice with some guns. Nothing real special, mostly 22s. People around here look forward to deer season. Thats when the men do alot of drinking in the hidden hunt shack that we have in the woods. I don't hunt but I enjoy taking part in skinning animals.
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Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Slender
My Height Is 5' 5 (1.65 m)
My Eyes Are Green
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids Yes
My Best Feature Is Eyes
Body Art Belly Button Ring, Secret Piercings, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is Black
I Have One Or More Of These Cat, Fish
Willing To Relocate No

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some College
My Current Employment Status Is Unemployed
My Speciality Is Other
My Job Title Is Hairdresser but I didn't like it
I Make This Much In A Year Less Than $14,999USD
I Live With Parent(s), With Pet(s)
At Home All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker Yes - Trying To Quit
I Drink Yes - Socially

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Quiet One
My Social Behavior Is Shy, Friendly, Dark
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Music, Tv, Internet, Family, Photography, Cooking, Gardening, Fishing / Hunting
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Relaxing, Sleeping, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Cool, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Spiritual But Not Religious
My Political Views Are I Don't Like Politics
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Documentaries
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Comedy, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Metal, Electronic, Industrial, Ambient, Dance
When I Read, I Always Read Biography, Music, Nature, Philosophy, I Don't Like Reading

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Thoughtfullness
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Friend, Committed