Profiel blackmorbidality: not here for games, taking a look

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Ik spreek: Engels
Ik beschrijf mezelf als: Hey I'm Steph and thanks for visiting my profile. I'm here to see if I could make some friends to talk to. I'm kind of the shy quiet type until you get to know me. I can be fun and playful and I'm open to talking about anything. I don't easily get offended but I do have some defensive tenancies because I have been through a few rough past relationships. People mostly say that I'm a great girl to talk to. Nothing real exciting about where I am living right now. I'm back living in a small town I grew up in. I'll tell you more about it if you are interested in learning about old country lifestyle. I don't act like a hick or anything bizarre like that though. lol I'm not hardcore into gore but I grew up seeing animals being slaughtered. lol I have intelligence, mostly from life experiences. I don't read alot because I have problems remembering what I read. But I do still try to read about psychology, human brain development, other stuff that may be useful or interesting.
I enjoy listening to black metal/death metal, but I do tend to listen to some music that isn't as heavy. Some of my fav bands are: Nehemah, Blodsrit, Gehenna, Craft, Bloodbath, Hypocrisy, Ihsahn. I'm not interested in the slightest of emo or punk. But obviously I like the metalhead community. I used to have an Ibanez but I don't anymore but I do miss playing guitar. I used to play drums in highschool. Shows that I've seen live are Cannibal Corpse and Immortal. I know it isn't much, I just didn't get around to seeing more. lol
Likes
Plant and animal life, freshwater and marine life, Death Metal/Black Metal, walking in the woods, my cat lol, dark/gothic artwork, long haired men ;), falling in love, feeling loved, being held, feeling needed and wanted, pure honesty,
Dislikes
People who continuously deny that they may have a mental illness that needs to be treated, all forms of addiction, people who take advantage of others, liars and cheaters, manipulation, control, violence/abuse, exaggerators, arrogance, accusations, name calling,
As for spirituality, I grew up being forced to go to church as a Luthern. I was forced to attend Sunday school and later on Cataclysm class. I did not enjoy it in the slightest. As I've grown older I have become somewhat hateful towards religion and for a while I had become somewhat of an athiest. I like to believe that the only thing worth calling god is within ourselves. Sometimes I have felt that burning down churches would be an appealing idea especially because I've grown up in a town where there is barely anything but churches, farmers and old people. I had been adopted by a country couple when I was a baby. And so I had grown up around farm life. Its kinda embarrassing to admit sometimes, but its also beneficial because we kill and eat our own beef, pigs, chickens and turkeys. We even grow our own vegetables and they really taste much better than what you buy in stores. I learned how to drive from driving tractors in hay season. Some days I would be out in a field for over 6 hours straight. I didn't mind it, it was something to pass the time and to feel useful. I also enjoy driving around on the old threewheeler. I'm surprised that it actually still runs because it had been pretty beaten up over the years. Far as I know, it still doesn't have any working breaks. lol Then in the winter time there are snowmobiles. Those things kinda make me nervous though because they can go really fast and don't turn corners that well. We usually take them out on a lake where we'd go ice fishing. I prefer fishing in the summer time on a boat though. I like to swim when the water isn't cold. I'm a wuss. Sometimes I like to target practice with some guns. Nothing real special, mostly 22s. People around here look forward to deer season. Thats when the men do alot of drinking in the hidden hunt shack that we have in the woods. I don't hunt but I enjoy taking part in skinning animals.
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Uiterlijk & Situatie Wat is jouw huidige situatie? Beschijf jouw uiterlijk.

Mijn Lichaamstype Is Slank
Mijn Lengte Is 5' 5 (1.65 m)
Mijn Ogen Zijn Groen
Mijn Ethniciteit Is Blank
Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is Single
Ik Heb Kinderen Nee
Ik Wil Kinderen Ja
Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is Ogen
Body Art Navelring, Geheime piercings, Zichtbare tatoeage
Mijn Haar Is Zwart
Ik heb één of meer van deze Kat, Vis
Ben je bereid te verhuizen? Nee

Status Wat doe je?

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is MBO
Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is Werkloos
Mijn specialisatie is Iets Anders
Mijn functie is: Hairdresser but I didn't like it
Mijn jaarsalaris is: Minder dan € 15.000
Ik Woon Met Ouder(s), Met Huisdier(en)
Bij mij thuis Is het lekker rustig
Ik Ben Een Roker Ja - Maar ik wil ophouden
Ik Drink Ja - Als ik uitga

Persoonlijkheid Wat voor een persoon ben je? Wat is jouw smaak?

Op de middelbare school was ik Stil
In sociale situaties ben ik Verlegen, Vriendelijk, Donker
Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn Knutselen, Muziek, Tv, Internet, Gezin, Fotografie, Koken, Tuinieren, Vissen / Jagen
Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is Met Vrienden zijn, Thuis blijven, Relaxen, Slapen, Videospellen spelen, Tv, Naar een concert gaan
Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als Vriendelijk, Cool, Gek

Meningen Meningen Over Het Leven

Mijn Geloof Is Spiritueel Maar Niet Religieus
Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is Slim, Droge Humor / Sarcastisch, Vriendelijk, Gek

Smaak Waar hou je van?

Op tv kijk ik: Tekenfilms, Documentaires
In de bioscoop kijk ik: Komedie, Horror, Thriller
Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar Metal, Electonische Muziek , Industrial, Ambient, Dance
Ik lees graag Biografie, Muziek, Natuur, Filosofie, Ik hou niet van lezen

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Wat vind je aantrekkelijk? Intelligentie, Goed Uiterlijk, Goeie Vaardigheden, Empathie, Gevoeligheid, Eigenaardigheden, Bedachtzaamheid
Waar ben je naar op zoek? Vriend, Vastigheid