Profil blackmorbidality: not here for games, taking a look

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Ich kann sprechen Englisch
Ich würde mich selbst beschreiben als Hey I'm Steph and thanks for visiting my profile. I'm here to see if I could make some friends to talk to. I'm kind of the shy quiet type until you get to know me. I can be fun and playful and I'm open to talking about anything. I don't easily get offended but I do have some defensive tenancies because I have been through a few rough past relationships. People mostly say that I'm a great girl to talk to. Nothing real exciting about where I am living right now. I'm back living in a small town I grew up in. I'll tell you more about it if you are interested in learning about old country lifestyle. I don't act like a hick or anything bizarre like that though. lol I'm not hardcore into gore but I grew up seeing animals being slaughtered. lol I have intelligence, mostly from life experiences. I don't read alot because I have problems remembering what I read. But I do still try to read about psychology, human brain development, other stuff that may be useful or interesting.
I enjoy listening to black metal/death metal, but I do tend to listen to some music that isn't as heavy. Some of my fav bands are: Nehemah, Blodsrit, Gehenna, Craft, Bloodbath, Hypocrisy, Ihsahn. I'm not interested in the slightest of emo or punk. But obviously I like the metalhead community. I used to have an Ibanez but I don't anymore but I do miss playing guitar. I used to play drums in highschool. Shows that I've seen live are Cannibal Corpse and Immortal. I know it isn't much, I just didn't get around to seeing more. lol
Likes
Plant and animal life, freshwater and marine life, Death Metal/Black Metal, walking in the woods, my cat lol, dark/gothic artwork, long haired men ;), falling in love, feeling loved, being held, feeling needed and wanted, pure honesty,
Dislikes
People who continuously deny that they may have a mental illness that needs to be treated, all forms of addiction, people who take advantage of others, liars and cheaters, manipulation, control, violence/abuse, exaggerators, arrogance, accusations, name calling,
As for spirituality, I grew up being forced to go to church as a Luthern. I was forced to attend Sunday school and later on Cataclysm class. I did not enjoy it in the slightest. As I've grown older I have become somewhat hateful towards religion and for a while I had become somewhat of an athiest. I like to believe that the only thing worth calling god is within ourselves. Sometimes I have felt that burning down churches would be an appealing idea especially because I've grown up in a town where there is barely anything but churches, farmers and old people. I had been adopted by a country couple when I was a baby. And so I had grown up around farm life. Its kinda embarrassing to admit sometimes, but its also beneficial because we kill and eat our own beef, pigs, chickens and turkeys. We even grow our own vegetables and they really taste much better than what you buy in stores. I learned how to drive from driving tractors in hay season. Some days I would be out in a field for over 6 hours straight. I didn't mind it, it was something to pass the time and to feel useful. I also enjoy driving around on the old threewheeler. I'm surprised that it actually still runs because it had been pretty beaten up over the years. Far as I know, it still doesn't have any working breaks. lol Then in the winter time there are snowmobiles. Those things kinda make me nervous though because they can go really fast and don't turn corners that well. We usually take them out on a lake where we'd go ice fishing. I prefer fishing in the summer time on a boat though. I like to swim when the water isn't cold. I'm a wuss. Sometimes I like to target practice with some guns. Nothing real special, mostly 22s. People around here look forward to deer season. Thats when the men do alot of drinking in the hidden hunt shack that we have in the woods. I don't hunt but I enjoy taking part in skinning animals.
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Mein Körpertyp ist Schlank
Meine Größe ist 5' 5 (1.65 m)
Meine Augen sind Grün
Meine Herkunft ist Kaukasisch
Mein Familienstand ist Single
Ich habe Kinder Nein
Ich möchte Kinder Ja
Meine beste Eigenschaft ist Augen
Körperkunst Bauchnabelpiercing, Geheime Piercings, Sichtbare Tattoos
Mein Haar ist Schwarz
Ich habe ein oder mehrere folgende Haustiere Katze, Fisch
Bereit umzuziehen Nein

Status Was machst du?

Mein Ausbildungsgrad ist Teilweise Hochschule
Mein derzeitiges Dienstverhältnis ist Arbeitslos
Meine Spezialität ist Andere
Mein Job-Titel ist Hairdresser but I didn't like it
Ich verdiene im Jahr so viel Weniger als $14,999USD
Ich lebe Mit Eltern/Elternteil, Mit Haustier(en)
Zuhause Alles ist ruhig
Ich bin Raucher Ja - Versuche aufzuhören
Ich trinke Ja - Sozial

Persönlichkeit Wie gibst du dich? Was ist dein Geschmack?

In der Hauptschule war ich Stille(r)
Mein soziales Verhalten ist Schüchtern, Freundlich, Dunkel
Meine Interessen und Hobbys sind Kunst & Handwerk, Musik, TV, Internet, Familie, Fotografie, Kochen, Gartenarbeit, Fischen / Jagen
Meine Vorstellung einer tollen Zeit ist Mit Freunden ausgehen, Daheim bleiben, Entspannen, Schlafen, Videospiele spielen, TV, In ein Konzert gehen
Meine Freunde beschreiben mich als Freundlich, Cool, Albern

Ansichten Ansichten übers Leben.

Meine Religion ist Spirituell aber nicht religiös
Mein Art Humor ist Clever, Trocken / Sarkastisch, Freundlich, Albern

Geschmack Was magst du?

Im Fernsehen sehe ich mir Folgendes gerne an Cartoons, Dokumentationen
Wenn ich ins Kino gehe, sehe ich immer Comedy, Horror, Thriller
Wenn ich mir Musik anhöre, höre ich immer Metal, Electronic, Industrial, Stimmungsvoll, Dance
Wenn ich lese, lese ich immer Biografie, Musik, Natur, Philosophie, Ich mag lesen nicht

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