Profile elestadarmand: If I close my eyes forever

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English, French, Spanish, Italian, Portuguese
I Would Describe Myself As "Requiem to Love's Loss/e/boho/at/h/m "
Perhaps... this will be the last poem I will ever have written, perhaps my final last goodbye... my last verse of a love spoken estranged.
There... where my courage in its final moments, to certain death thus struggles due, clenched jowls Life, Love dealt me one final devastating Blow.
There... where fear begins, in the invisible line, at the border's edge between Love and Madness... finds my thoughts trapped in doubt trapped in despair. The night... feels cold with the chills of Death's dear bitter rapture, a silent trot on its ebony horse, a Pegasus of the abyss much darker, than a bygone thought fore ever done, stretches to a perennial suffering and the silence inclined to drag behind it chains of pain tethered to my last goodbye. This night... Greater than my shameful penitence, profound is the silence, scorned is the Moon that hides its face from me, the Stars trembling have fleeted in terror of tonight's obscurity... and it terrorizes me much the same as Loneliness. If then my heart still beats by morning... it beats my love for her remained, fearing to forget her, fearing to loose my thoughts of her, the haunt of her touch on the surface of my skin.... erased from my memories... scared of a tragedy... Loss.
Sign Gemini

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Athletic
My Height Is 6' 2 (1.88 m)
My Eyes Are Brown
My Ethnicity Is Other
My Marital Situation Is Single
I Have Kids No
I Want Kids Not Sure
My Best Feature Is Butt
Body Art Inked All Over, Secret Piercings, Strategically Placed Tattoo, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is Black
I Have One Or More Of These Cat, Exotic Animal, Gerbil Or Guinea Pig, Reptile
Willing To Relocate Yes

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Camping, Cars, Computers, Exercising, Internet, Games, Learning, Movies, Music, Photography, Reading, Sports, Travel
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Clubbing / Bars, Extreme Sports, Hanging Out With Friends, Going To A Concert, Playing Dress-up, Reading A Book, The Movies, Trying New Things
An Ideal First Date Would Be That's easy! Just have a good time. A drink, a walk on the Beach or White Rock peer, Skate boarding the Vancouver streets, an old favourite Pub where we would talk for hours... once the machinations of my mischief to adore a pretty face, a cute smile, dimples and freckles to die for complete, a gracious bow, a friend in hand, a goodnight kiss and I... on with more soliloquies of my rampart heart.
I've Always Wanted To Try to play a venue and be the front man of a punk rock band
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool, Goofy, A Flirt

Views Views on life.

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Movies, Re-runs, I Don't Like Tv
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Family, Animation, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Ambient, Blues, Country, Dance, Electronic, Folk, Industrial, Metal, New age, Pop, Punk, Reggae, Rap, Rock, Soul
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Comic, Computers, Erotica, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Humor, Mathematics, Music, Mystery, News, Philosophy, Poetry, Political, Romance, Supernatural, Satire, Science, Science Fiction, Technical, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is Sketch, Paint or play my Saxophone, play tunes for people on my guitar, Skateboard around town, go to a bar or club once in a while, play basketball or baseball with good friends.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Great Skills, Humor, Intelligence, Oddities, Passiveness, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit
What Do You Look For? I'm looking for a "naughty" sweet good Girl a miss young at heart, genuinely interested in being friends and or more with a well mannered and decent nice Guy
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Committed