Profile nicholasm5581: Floating Away into Oblivion.

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As I love punk music, industrial, ebm, synthpop, noize, metal, rock, 70s, 80s. I love black long hair, dark fashion, eyeliner, tattoos, and piercings.

I am an epistemological, moral, and existential nihilist. I do not believe existence has inherent meaning, purpose, or value. I am not an atheist though. I am agnostic and am open to the possibility of a God, but believe that if there is a God that God is still subject to the fact that existence by itself is without purpose. If there is a God then the purpose God created is a created purpose (not inherent).

I am not destructive or inherently negative. I am not inherently depressive or hateful. To want to destroy or to be negative there must be a purpose. And to me there is no purpose to destroy or be negative. It does not make sense to me. Although I believe existence is without meaning or purpose I still am aware of my feelings and the fact that I desire to live a peaceful and enjoyable life.
Sign Taurus

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Dark, Observant, Reserved, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Arts & Crafts, Camping, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Computers, Cooking, Dancing, Family, Internet, Games, Movies, Music, Photography, Religion / Spirituality
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Casino, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Partying, Playing Dress-up, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things, Tv
An Ideal First Date Would Be Going out for some coffee and getting to know one another better over conversation.
I've Always Wanted To Try Snow boarding.
My Friends Describe Me As Being A Troll, Cool, Obscure, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Agnostic
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are Not Sure
My Goal In Life Is My main goal in life is to ensure that my kids do not live a difficult life and that I have enough money to retire before I am 60. Other than that my ultimate goal is to just enjoy the moment.
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Goofy, Obscure

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Documentaries, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Animation, Horror, Thriller, Adult
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Dance, Electronic, Industrial, Metal, Punk, Rock, Vacuum Cleaner Noises
When I Read, I Always Read Fantasy, History, Instructional, Nature, Philosophy, Reference, Religious, Technical
My Idea Of Fun Is I like to go to the snow when it is snowing, camping, staying in a cabin, traveling, taking walks, playing with my kids (son + daughter). I also love dancing at clubs but haven't in awhile.

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Passiveness, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? Honestly I am very open minded. I am open to meeting any kind of person. Although, I do like tattoos, piercings, dark/colored styled hair, dark dresses, belly dancing, eyeliner, and eyeshadow. I will say that environmental abuse, making fun of others, or insulting others upsets me. I believe in respect and kindness.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed