Профил narcoticelegance: A Little Girl Looking For Darkness

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Говорим Енглески
Мој опис My name is Laura. I'm a very shy yet very curious girl. My friends tend to tease me about how I'm 18 yet still tend to, on occasion, act like a child. Little do they know, this act is done on purpose...it's a little game I like to play (mostly with guys. It gets me into trouble sometimes but meh). More on that later.
My best friend is a teddy bear.
I have a very twisted mind, despite the 'innocence' that radiates off of me (...Sadly true. Don't get me wrong, I can kick and boss you around just as well as the next girl). Because of this twisted mind, I have fantasies that I could never share with anyone...yet. So to control these fantasies, I write about them and put them in the form of stories. I write a lot. A lot. Sad really how much I write.
Music is also a big part of my life. Right now I'm a busy intern/student at a music sudtio, learning the fine art of engineering! *dramatic music*. I'm also studying to attending a music academy in Europe to take a music technology program. Fun fun.
As for bands that I like...psht...we'd be here all night if I listed off all of the bands I like. The main one right now seems to be Blutengel (I have this thing for Chris Pohl...Sexy). I'm also a HIM devotee...Old stuff though. The new stuff makes me very sad for some reason. Music you will usually catch me listening to would be either metal (...yes, yes I am metal head. Without the headbanging.) or industrial/darkwave. I will listen to pretty much anything though.
What else to say...Oh I have 4 tattoos; a heart, a star, a fairly big heartagram, and a portrait of my teddy bear and baby blanket. Yeah, I realize that's a bit babyish but my Teddy really does mean a lot to me. I also have 5 piercings; ears twice and nose that always has a heart screw in it. See the heart theme? Yeah.
I've had a fairly weird and rough little life but I'm grateful for it. Sometimes. Lots of scars but lots of interesting stories. Like the story about holding a handful of my own blood...that was interesting. Or the two times I almost drowned. Good times. I blame my life for the reason why I have this tendency to be attracted to the erm...'fatherly' Goth guys. You know the type. I also blame my height. Stupid height. I wish I would start growing again. Ah well.
I have this thing with pain and blood that scares some people (no, I don't cut...) but I really don't care. Again, I blame my past for this pain fascination. As long as it's not emotional pain and you don't make me cry...I'm good.
All in all, I'm a very interesting person once you get me to talk. I tend to be very quiet and hide in the shadows. Warning though, I do like to play games. They're fairly innocent though. Fairly.
I'm a lone traveller too. Meaning, I'll take off to random countries alone without hesitation. Finland was the last place I ended up in. Good times. Very musical. Anywho! Find me on:
My.space: glitterbitesback
vampire.freaks: narcotic_elegance
Хороскопски знак Рибе

Изглед и стање Какво је Ваше тренутно стање? Опишите како изгледате.

Моје грађа Просечна
Висина 152 цм
Боја очију Плавa
Раса Белац/Белкиња
Брачно стање Сингл
Имам децу Не
Желим децу Нисам сигуран/сигурна
Моја најбоља карактеристика Шаке
Телесна обележја Остало, Тетоважа на видном месту
Боја косе Црнa
Имам Пас
Спреман/Спремна за селидбу Да

Статус Чиме се бавите?

Образовни ниво Средња школа/гиманзија
Мој радни однос Студент
Моја струка Студент
Назив мог радног места ...er...struggling writer.
Мој годишњи приход Мање од $14.999USD
Живим Родитељем/Родитељима, Кућним љубимцем/љубимцима
Код куће Увек је мирно
Пушим Не
Пијем Да - у друштву

Личност Како се понашате? Шта Вам се допада?

У средњој школи био/била сам Повучен(а)
У друштву сам Уздржан/уздржана, Стидљив(а), Посматрач, Дружељубив/дружељубива, Занимљив(а), Волим да флертујем, Тамна/Црна, Чудан/чудна
Моја интересовања и хобији Музика, Интернет, Фотографија, Позориште, Кување
Како замишљам провод Волим да останем код куће, Блеја, Спавање, Читање, Облачење, Концерт, Посета музеју
Мој савршен први састанак Well if you can get me out of my bedroom, I guess it would be just a walk around a park at night or something. Nothing too big.
Одувек сам желео/желела да Singing on a stage. Alone.
...and acting out a few of my fantasies.
Моји пријатељи кажу да сам Дружељубив/дружељубива, Моји пријатељи желе бити ја, Чудан/чудна, Блесав/блесава

Погледи/Животни ставови Животни ставови

Религија Духован/духовна сам, али не религиозан/религиозна
Идем у цркву Никада
Мој животни циљ To get into music. Production would be nice.
Мој смисао за хумор Паметан, Дружељубив/дружељубива, Блесав/блесава, Чудан/чудна, Садистички

Укус Шта волите?

На ТВ-у увек гледам Цртане филмове, Драме, Репризе програма
У биоскопу увек гледам Комедије, Драме, Анимиране филмове, Хороре
Увек слушам Рок, Метал, Електро, Поп, Индустријска, Амбијентална, Денс
Увек читам Фантазије, Фикције, Хороре, Смисао за хумор, Музика, Сатире, Ја сам писац
Како замишљам добру забаву A good snuggle, talking about nothing, laughing about nothing, being alone, photography, writing about odd things...

Тражим Како замишљате сродну душу?

Шта Вас привлачи? Интелигенција, Саосећајност, Осећајност, Одважност, Чудноватост, Спонтаност, Домишљатост, Брижљивост
Шта тражите? I look for people who know what they're doing, even though I don't. I need someone who can take charge of things, because God knows I can't. Yet, that person still has to be a very gentle person because I get hurt very easily.
Какву везу тражите? Пријатељ на Интернету, Пријатељ, Састанак, Интима