Profil gothiccobra: We all die in the end

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Jeg taler Engelsk
Jeg beskriver mig selv som "We all die in the end, it's just a matter of how and when." There have been times when my faith has been shattered beyond full healing. I walk the land scarred, filled with rage, pain, and regret. I miss believing in the future, and contemplating and what was to come, but the vision has been lost, and I am blind to its once glorious outlook. I constantly find myself at a crossroads that I never would've thought in my wildest nightmares would've happened to me. My struggle has been difficult to bear to say the least, and my patience for it ran out on me so long ago, that I wonder, "Why do I still attempt to fight? What am I fighting for anymore? Why after so many failures do I attempt to find even one endeavor in which I may prevail and succeed?" I struggle to find logic and reason within my own madness, let alone to attempt to understand the insanity of this thing we call life, otherwise known as "the human condition". It has been so long since I have felt like I was a part of life on this little blue ball we call Earth, yet I have been cast out for so long, that there are days I wake up feeling like I don't belong, like maybe the chance to live my life the way I have imagined it lies in another corner of this thing we call our universe. I hoped for a happy life, I've asked the spirits for that, I have even asked for just the slightest bit of guidance in the proper direction that would help me find the path that would lead me to that on my own, yet every path I take seems to clash with my morals and values, or makes me repeat certain parts of the path over and over again to where not only am I no longer moving forward, but I'm just running in flipping circles, chasing my fluffy tail. I want my mind back, I want to think clearly again, to no longer be blinded by the dark forces of life. Sometimes, it feels safer for me to just hide in the dark, to not expose myself to the world. Other times, it feels like there must be some reason for all of us to have gone through life as we all have, perhaps to prepare us for something beyond any of us. Like so many who have come before me, I wish to know and find my destiny, yet I also worry, even fear the possible outcomes that could come from even the simplest of choices, to the life changing events that are still to come.
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Min kropstype er Muskuløs
Min højde er 183 cm
Mine øjne er Nøddebrun
Min etnicitet er Kaukasisk
Min civilstand er Single
Jeg har børn Nej
Jeg vil have børn Ikke sikker
Mit bedste karaktertræk er Øjne
Kropsudsmykning Arret
Mit hår er Mørkebrun
Jeg har en eller flere af disse Hund
Villig til at flytte Nej

Status Hvad laver du?

Mit uddannelsesniveau er Lidt af universitetet
Min nuværende ansættelsesstatus er Studerende
Mit speciale er Underholdning / medier
Min jobtitel er Audio Technician
Jeg tjener så meget på et år Mindre end $14.999USD
Jeg bor Alene
Hjemme Alt er roligt
Jeg er ryger Ja - men ikke tobak
Jeg drikker Ja - til fester

Personlighed Hvordan handler du? Hvilken smag har du?

I gymnasiet var jeg Udstødt
Min sociale opførsel er Asocial, Komisk, Mørk, Flirtende, Venlig, Observerende, Reserveret, Genert, Underlig, Pyroman
Mine interesser og hobbier er Kunst og håndværk, Camping, Computer, Madlavning, Fisk / jagt, Internet, Spil, Havearbejde, Læring, Film, Musik, Religion / Spiritualitet, Teater, Rejser, Tv
Min idé om at have det sjovt er Være sammen med venner, Tage til koncert, Klæde sig ud, Spille computerspil, Afslappende, Sove, Være hjemme, I biografen, Tv
En ideel første date ville være My idea of an ideal first date is just a fantasy that clouds my vision of the reality of the situation. If I could, I would probably go overboard, offering what I would think of the perfect date, a movie, dinner, conversating in the hopes to learn about one another, finding out what makes her different from anyone and everyone else, and to hopefully make plans for more dates in the future.
Jeg har altid villet prøve I have experienced many things in my short time being here, I honestly don't know what else I'd like to try, except possibly living a good life.
Mine venner beskriver mig som Venlig, Cool, Obskur, Fjollet, En flirt, Jeg har ingen venner

Synspunkter Syn på livet.

Min religion er Andet
Jeg deltager i tjenester Aldrig
Mit mål i livet er To find at least one thing that I can do well enough to earn a meager living, to be able to provide for myself, and whoever dares to brave a possible future with me. I want to find something in life worth fighting for again.
Min form for humor er Snu, Venlig, Fjollet, Slapstick, Fræk

Smag Hvad kan du lide?

I tv ser jeg altid Tegnefilm, Dokumentarer, Film
Når jeg går i biografen ser jeg altid en Handling, Science Fiction, Comedy, Familie, Animation, Gys, Thriller, Voksen
Når jeg hører musik, lytter jeg altid til Metal, Punk, Rock
Når jeg læser, læser jeg altid Gammelt, Antologi, Komisk, Computer, Erotik, Fantasy, Fiktion, Historie, Gys, Humor, Gør-det-selv, Matematik, Musik, Mystik, Natur, Filosofi, Overnaturlig, Opslag, Satire, Science Fiction, Teknisk, Jeg bryder mig ikke om at læse
Min forestilling om hvad der er sjovt er Fun? Who has fun anymore? Didn't fun die with the Y2K scare, and the turn of the millenium? Even when I try to have fun, some soul-****ing vampyre is always out on the prowl to thwart any fun I might have.

Leder efter Hvad søger du?

Hvad finder du attraktivt? Empati, Flirtende, Flot udseende, Dygtighed, Humor, Intelligens, Følsomhed, Omtanke, Morsom
Hvad leder du efter? Someone who sees me for me, someone who sees through the fortified defenses of my heart and soul. Someone who will be there when I need them, as will always do what I can to be there for them. Someone who will support me when no one else will. Someone who will help me brainstorm when troubleshooting my problems in life. Someone I can agree with on any number of subjects, as long as we can both validate our positions and views on the matter.
Hvilken type forhold leder du efter? Dato, Intim, Forpligtet