Profile disturbedknox: I'm full of Nothing.

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As Hmmm, I'm convinced that no person can be discribed in as much space as there is here so I'll just attempt a general summary...I'm 24, I'm a bad influence on children, most people see me as crazy and slightly evil but they only see what I want them to see. I'm a much more interesting person than I let on. The depth of my thought into things metaphysical is almost overwhelming, even to me, so I try not to think about it very much. I wish there were something "more" to this world and all its unchanging monotony. I'm tired of generalizations, cliche's, segregations, stupid sayings that everyone around me seems to repeat over and over, if you dont know what I mean, just listen to people talk and its almost like listening to a recording over and over, no matter who your around. I crave depth when all I seem to be able to get is the surface. People are fake, they say what they need to say to get what they want. They dont seem concerned with the thoughts or feelings of those around them as long as those personal needs are met and its sickening to me. I'm tired of all the happy smileing drones going around with their daily lives accomplishing nothing that means anything to anyone other than themselves.
I try to see beauty in all things, I can be mesmerized for insurmountable amounts of time by simple things such as the texture of paint on a wall, or the way stones are laid out in a rock garden, the patterns in the clouds, the swirls in a carpet. I look around me at all these things and aside from their beauty all I'm able to see is an unchanging world of stereotypes and things that society has decided are necessary for its survival. Buildings, cars, people, no matter where you go you see the same things, there's nothing left to explore, no room left for the mind to adventure. I read books of fiction and I'm angered by the fact that all those books do, even though I greatly enjoy them, is make me wish that there was something else to this world than is already apparent. It seems "science" has discovered everything of interest and theres no mystery or wonder left in the known world. Call me nihilistic if you will but these things depress me.
Sign Aries

Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

My Body Type Is Fit
My Height Is 5' 8 (1.73 m)
My Eyes Are Blue
My Ethnicity Is Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is Never Married
I Have Kids Yes - Not At Home
I Want Kids No
My Best Feature Is Eyes
Body Art Other, Scarred
My Hair Is Brown
I Have One Or More Of These No pets
Willing To Relocate No

Status What do you do?

My Education Level Is Some High School
My Current Employment Status Is Self-employed
My Speciality Is Other
My Job Title Is whatever it is that im doing...
I Make This Much In A Year Less Than $14,999USD
I Live With Roomate(s)
At Home All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker Yes - Often
I Drink No

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Outcast
My Social Behavior Is Anti-social, Flirtatious, Dark, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Reading, Music, Movies, Internet, Games
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Playing Video Games, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be Spending time alone with the person, telling each other about ourselves, learning as much as possable about the persons behavior, likes, dislikes, intrests, and such, in essence, becomeing one with the person, mentaly at least.
I've Always Wanted To Try There are too many things that ive wanted to try to list here, mainly though, id like to learn some sort of musical instrument.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, A Troll, Obscure, Goofy

Views Views on life.

My Religion Is Christian
I Attend Services Never
My Political Views Are Anarchist
My Goal In Life Is Hah!
My Kind Of Humor Is Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Obscure, Sadistic

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Documentaries, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Action, Science Fiction, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Rock, Metal, Industrial
When I Read, I Always Read Ancient, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Music, Philosophy, Poetry, Religious, Science, Science Fiction, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is My thoughts vary on this subject...

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Flirtatiousness, Wit
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Friend, Date, Intimate