Profile ctet89: is looking for a reason to smile

Basic Information Tell us a bit about yourself.

I Can Speak English
I Would Describe Myself As hey my names carissa and im 20 and i love to do creative things. i love writing and often write poems and short stories. i have no musical tallent or rythem but i love music it is a huge part of my life and soend hours downloading. my favorite bands are breaking benjamin, fly leaf, in this moment, skillet, bullet for my valentine, nirvana i love mostly grunge, alt rock and metal. i consider myself to not be like anyone else i dont have a label im carissa not, emo or scene but that is my taste =) lol.i cosider myself fun smart outgoing but -20 self esteem but it gets better with time

im looking for someone to brighten my world its pretty in black and white and shades of grey but i really want some color.ive had alot of darkness in my time and this is my story if you want to read it.

My story
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Appearance & Situation What's your present situation? Describe your appearance.

Status What do you do?

Personality How do you act? What are your tastes?

Back In High School, I Was A Nerd
My Social Behavior Is Shy, Observant, Friendly, Outgoing, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Family, Dining, Photography, Cars, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be going to a starbucks relaxing haveing good conversation and then a long walk and mayb dinner.
I've Always Wanted To Try sky diving or a roller coaster but im a coward.
My Friends Describe Me As Being Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Goofy

Views Views on life.

Taste What do you like?

On Tv, I Always Watch Cartoons, Documentaries, Dramas, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies, Sports, Soaps, Re-runs
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A Comedy, Drama, Documentary, Family, Animation, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To Country, Rock, Metal, Pop, Vacuum Cleaner Noises, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read News, Biography, Comic, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, Health, History, Horror, Music, Philosophy, Reference, Poetry
My Idea Of Fun Is my idea of fun is getting dressed up and going for random drive with my to best friends adam and lianna blasting music at people as we pull up dancing in the middle of traffic and then going to the diner for pancakes and eggs at 3am

Looking for What are you looking for in your soulmate?

What Do You Find Attractive? Intelligence, Good Looks, Humor, Empathy, Sensitivity, Oddities, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For? im looking for someone who can be sensetive but not a pushover. hold a convo but know how to listen. someone sweet.who enjoys being taken care of
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? Friend, Date, Committed