Profil azuremyst: Somewhere lost amongst a galaxy of stars

Informations de base Parlez-nous un peu de vous.

Je sais parler Anglais
Je me décrirais comme "Is it worth a try? Or will I drown, what better way to die-- in search of life."

"You float in a million lights, but the one you seek is not there. You fight in a million fights, but it's yourself you cannot bear..."-Mind.in.a.Box

I am vivid, silent endless, undone.
Creation timeless as fallen rain.
My love, pale dusk, which coats your earthbound heart.
As much as droplets hovering unnoticed along the drain.
My eyes burn dark, as much as yours
Sometimes I almost believe we're the same.
And gone are such trenches deep, diving lines.
Implacable liquid substances as that which we restrain.
Absolution, a promise I most stubbornly rebute.
Else cultivate in gutters, letting dreams grow as mold.
Taking pleasure in knowing if such can kill me, I must still be alive.
Otherwise dead to a sporeless world grown cold.
I am earthen alike, and yet as heavenly a teardrop,
Plummeting fast through darkest lands.
Longing to find salvation in silken, moonlit streams,
And not slip weightlessly, like water through your hands. ---Me

Okay, now onto the less poetic, more down to earth jargin.

This is not the first time I have submitted an online profile of myself, but it never seems to get any easier, and so I will try my best to be as honest as I can.

I am tall. 5'11" to be exact. I find this detail to be important because most men aren't used to this. I am also plus sized, which is of equal importance because when you put these two physical characteristics together you get a very shy and self-conscious individual who is more than a little afraid of this online setting, due to the fear of being rejected upon first "real" meeting.
However, Mind.In.A.Box once wrote that "It is the fear that takes you down..." and so I have learned to love myself, and believe that perhaps I shouldn't be so afraid anymore.

As you can tell, I like to write. I consider it therapy of sorts; a means by which I can take the darkness and make it something beautiful. While my life is peppered with gothic undertones and habits, I would not consider myself as solely that, nor anything which can so simply be described in mere sentences or even paragraphs. I am shy, but outgoing and boisterous once you get to know me. I love music, concert events, and a man who isn't afraid of the effects of a little eyeliner and lipstick. I do not so much want a "boyfriend, " as much as I want a companion who understands me and might also feel the same. Come what may, perhaps it's worth a try?
Signe Capricorne

Apparence & situation Comment êtes-vous? Décrivez votre apparence.

Ma silhouette est BBW
Ma taille est 5' 11 (1.8 m)
Mes yeux sont Marrons
Mon origine ethnique est Caucasienne
Ma situation maritale est Célibataire
J'ai des enfants Non
Je veux des enfants Oui
Ce que j'ai de mieux Sourire
Art Corporel Oreilles percées
Mes cheveux sont Bruns foncés
J'en ai 1 ou plus Chat
Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs Non

Statut Que faites-vous dans la vie?

Mon niveau d'éducation est Diplôme universitaire
Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est Mi-temps
Mon domaine de compétence est Art / Musique / Littérature
Mon titre de fonction est Telecommunications
J'ai gagné cette année De 15,000 € à 29,999 €
Je vis En colocation
Chez moi C'est plutôt calme
Je fume Non
Je bois de l'alcool Oui - de temps à autres

Personnalité Comment vous comportez-vous? Quels sont vos goûts?

Au lycée, j'étais un/e Mal-aimé/e
Socialement, je suis plutôt Timide, Sympa, Sombre, Bizarre
Mes passions et loisirs sont Art & artisanat, Lecture, Musique, Fêtes, Danse, Dîner , Théâtre, Voyages, Jardinage, Jeux de cartes
Un bon moment pour moi c'est Rester à la maison, Faire de nouvelles expériences, Me relaxer, Lire, Se déguiser, Jouer aux jeux vidéos, Aller à un concert, Aller au musée
Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait Excellent conversation and the overall feeling of ease, for this is what makes the evening memorable, no matter the setting. But to be fair, I enjoy going for walks among natural settings, chatting over coffee, and going to concerts( especially if they are of the electronic persuasion. )
J'ai toujours voulu essayer I will not know the answer to this question until it presents itself.
Mes amis me décrivent comme Sympa, Obscur/e

Points de vue sur la vie Vos valeurs et points de vues.

Ma religion c'est Croyances spirituelles mais pas religieuses
Je vais à la messe Jamais
Mon but dans la vie c'est I would like to somehow make a lasting impression on those around me. Life is short, and I not only long to be loved, but also to be understood, so that I may be remembered always.

My goal in life is to not only write and publish a book, but write and publish a GREAT book ( or two. )
Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt Coquin/e

Goûts Qu'est-ce que vous aimez?

A la télévision, je regarde Actualités, Films, Sports
Quand je vais au cinéma, je regarde toujours Science-fiction, Comédies, Animation
Quand j'écoute de la musique, ce que je préfère c'est Electro, Indus, Dance
Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est Fantaisie, Satires, Science-fiction
Mon idée du fun I'll tell you when I am experiencing it, as I am still figuring it all out...

Recherchant un/e Que recherchez-vous chez l'âme sœur?

Que trouvez-vous attirant? Intelligence, Humour, Sensibilité, Audace, Etrangeté, Délicatesse
Que recherchez-vous? I search for someone who shimmers like threads of sunlight against the tepid ripples of a muddied pond. A dynamic individual who posses a quiet intelligence beyond his years and isn't afraid to let it show when in the company of someone he trusts. He must believe in the power of love, and remain faithful to it, beyond all else. For love in itself is a dying art which, like the finest of porcelains, must be preserved.
Quel type de relation recherchez-vous? Vrai‧e ami‧e, Rendez-vous, Relation intime, Engagement